Prayers Needed!

ok kiddos. last night was a really tough night for me and chris. chris is having a super hard time adjusting here and cannot shake the feeling that this move was a mistake for him. he's been depressed, but clearly i didnt see how depressed. last week he was sick one day and stayed home from work, and last night he fessed up that he wasn't sick at all and that he had just faked it because he couldn't bear the thought of going into work. he feels no purpose in his internship and feels like he's continually being knocked down. even though he hated his work situation in birmingham, somehow he's glorifying it in his mind and thinks that he shouldnt have left.

of course this has left me feeling super frustrated because - 1. i absolutely love it here and are already seeing possibilities develop. i met with the dance trance girl last night and LOVED her (it's crazy how exactly like danelle she is - she's from FL too) and together we are going to build dance trance DC, which we will hopefully have live in gyms in May. 2. tonight i'm going to the New York City Ballet with a friend - ive never seen them and im about to die with excitement - plus there are opportunities like that to experience all of the time up here. 3. i feel like a totally inadequate wife because i'm clearly not supporting chris the way he needs it and 4. i feel completely guilty for having job opportunities and girls inviting me to stuff.

anyways, its bad. when chris gets depressed he pretty much shuts down. last night i got home at 8 and he was watching tv, i made dinner, and then he went straight to bed at 9. and it's been like that alot. he has no motivation because he feels like it's all hopeless. im glad he opened up to me last night, but i had no idea it was as bad as it is.

so PLEASE PRAY that chris finds fulfillment here and that I can be supportive in the way that he needs right now!!!!!!!!!!!